Dear, Father

What happened to the light in the sky

It’s like all our faith disappears at night

Bleeding is your cure to the pain, but it doesn’t have to be

My eyes are lost in the things I shouldn’t see, I just need someone to come and pray for me.

Dear one I love,

Why do we kill ourselves?

We both know that there is a God out there, but somehow we forget

We say we are done, when still at the end of the road, all we have is regret.

I think that we never truly are done, but pray when we wake up

The desires will be gone.

My brother, he hides the tears in his eyes

On the inside he is already dead,

I am not invincible, and I can’t forget

How could this happen, how can my fears turn to life?

My brother,

Why do we hide these tears?

I might look like a man, but we can cry.

We say it doesn’t hurt, but let’s be open for the first time.

I think we say we’re ok, whenever we’re not, and pray when we wake up

That it won’t be the same.

I know I’m not a man, but maybe I pray

That by tomorrow I’ll choose to live another day

I’m hurting inside from this, God

Be the man I can’t ever be.

To my brother

To my love

Hold them, wrap them

I never want to leave you father,

I never want you to leave.

Let me cry…

Let me cry…