Life: We are all vampires craving blood. We look everywhere for it, from under our beds to the end of the rainbow. Sometimes we find what seems to be the real thing, but it's all trash. It's satisfying, but only until it reaches our stomachs, and our stomachs cry "What the heck?! This isn't gonna cut it!"
At the end of the day we return to our houses, disappointed the we just can't seem to find what we want in life. But the next day it's past the shelf in the kitchen and out the door again for another search. The ironic thing is that on that kitchen shelf is a bottomless container of the exact blood we look for day to day. How it can become so overlooked and replaced by garbage is beyond me. It contains the ONLY thing that will satisfy us forever, but we go out believing we will find the same satisfaction at the dump.
Think about it.
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
So about a week ago it was my 16th birthday. Yeah i was kinda excited but i was also really bummed for some reason. I don't know why but this was probably the worst birthday i had the best part though was some of my friends threw me a surprise birthday and it was really fun and nice. But then that really was it, I don't know why but i have been bummed all the time. I don't have any motivation to do anything except play soccer and no one here really cares about sports so it doesn't matter. It seems that i just have really no place in the group of friends here in Malawi anymore. So i am sixteen now and it just keeps getting worse. I have no idea what i should do anymore.