Saturday, October 27, 2012

Winter

I took a heart, when I was young
I didn't know, what to become
Look past me now and love me
(love me)

You always walked, I always told
I never spoke it, now I want you to know
to
look past the winter that I never became
but was
somewhere deep, inside of me

(like spring comes)
Come for me
(like spring does)
murder me

Kill me-
the winter I am
murder me, murder me
never again
will I
walk
the earth like this

I never knew I never, saw this haunting
"I never asked" says I, pleading, taunting
give me what I really want
patch my wholes
These winter lies, lye in blackened souls

Slay it-
cold in my skin
whatever spirit
(murder, murder)
won't haunt me again
In this life I'll, live absent
(of    this   cold)

I took a look through a looking glass
I don't know whats, coming next
stapled fists - my dissonance
look me up and loosen this


I never knew I never, saw this dawning
I never knew it would. now it's got me
give me what I need to want
patch my wholes
These winter lies, lye in blackened souls


Get me light, get me piety
shred my self - security
affable is what I'm not
-
I'm disease
I'm deceased
I'm just grief
I'll just cheat
Forlorn, despondency
Just     fix      me

I never knew I never, saw this coming
I never asked, I never wanted haunting
give me what I really want
give me what I need

Kill this-
the winter scene
murder me, murder me
never I've been
so wanting
never to see walking
this part of me

(this part of me)

(this part of me)

3 comments:

  1. Woah, I really need to really re read that.

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  2. That was really good.

    I don't really know what you were writing about, but my guess is that it's abut killing the old self that you never wanted to die and bringing out something new that you never thought you'd ever see living. This was really really good :D, definitely keep writing.

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  3. XD I hope you don't mind but I wrote a poem about winter XD, I will change the name though

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