Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Tragic American Life

            America has been ok but it's the judgement I'm afraid I'll get when I go to school. I'm a tom-boy/ slash girl but I love to get messy and weird! A couple days ago i stepped in mud and a girl was like "Ugh! That is so GROSS! You should get it clean!" And I was like in my head, it's mud. God made dirt, dirt won't hurt! If only she grew up in Africa she would understand! I mean it's not my fault she was stuck in the middle of the World of Plastic! Whatever...
              I'm a nerd and I'm proud to call myself one. I'm actually not afraid of what people think. Here in America I get along better with boys 'cause I like video games and comic books and what not. I always try to get into a conversation with a girl about those things but all they care about is make-up and boys. It's so frustrating! One girl was saying she was trying to read Lord of the Rings. and I got into this whole talk about it. A "talk" with myself. She just sat there and looked at me. I know this one girl who is a math wiz and she is in my grade. Then the horrible question came along when I was talking to her. "Well, I like Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, Batman, Hunger Games, X-Men, and so on..." She looked at me and nodded an smile awkwardly.
            Anyways, I'm not your average teenage American girl. I'm different and God made me that way. I hope I can find someone as great as you Liz who understands me.
                                                  I found this quote that applies to this kinda:
            If I'm weird around you,
           It's because I'm comfortable.



  1. Amber, don't let anyone bring you down ever. I came back to America and I act the exact stupid and crazy way I always have. God made you the way you are, and no one has the right to make you change to be like them. I'm glad you like the way you are :D, cuz you're freakin awesome. I miss you amber, you were a very good friend of mine, even when we would fight at times.

    1. Thanks timmy, that makes me fell better. you were a great friend too and miss you tons as well. But they were somewhat "playful" fights

    2. I'm glad I could help amber :). Thank you madam :). Hahaha yeah, I'm sorry for hitting you with a pole XD.

    3. no that was alright. it was you mocking me that got on my nerves. oh timmy...

    4. I'm sorry amber :(. I was never really mocking you, just imitating. I'm sorry though. I wish though that I could've been a better friend :/.

  2. Amber, it's not only Liz who misses you over here. I actually miss you because you were good for Liz. I miss your whole family. I have been thinking about what it will be like when we go back. I think I am already grieving about being away from here. Hang in there, Amber. You are awesome. I don't want you to change either. ~Liz's mom