I don't really know what to write about right now that has to do with faith and what not. Lately I've found that what I say only wrecks things. I don't know what to say about God anymore, and frankly I don't know exactly how to think of Him. I'm a little lost about everything becuase it seems like diferent people tell me diferent things, and I don't know what God is trying to tell me. Maybe He isn't trying to tell me anything right now.
I have learned a cupple things tonight though. One was that God totaly dominates witch doctor birds. Aparently we heard one. Sarah wouldn't tell me what a witch doctor bird is, but I'm not sure I wanted to know. I got freaked anyway, so me and Jericho prayed and I felt alot better. Another thing I learned was that teenagers, no matter what, I think go looking for awkward conversations about "likeing" people and what not. It's really weird to tell you the truth. Even though I am that way too, I think it's not so good and veryy weird. The last thing I learned was that music REALLY afects my mood. Screemo definitly calms me down and makes me feel like I've unlocked the door to my real mind, but it also makes me feel like I'm in a deeper world that is a bit sad. It also always makes me think of Timmy, and makes me miss him. On the other hand, Ryan plugs in his iPOd and plays ska and I feel compleatly diferent. Happy I guess, but a happy that has no where to go and nothing to think about or do.
Our suprise party for Ryan went well tonight. I had alot of fun. I'm really thankfull for my friends and I'm also really thankfull to have guy friedns as well. My mom told me she didn't really talk to guys untill 9th grade but I guess in Malawi when there are not that many people to be friends with it just happens that you talk to boys.
Well... I'm tired. It's 1:00 and I'm so tired. I guess I will go to bed soon.
Jesus loves you ;P